Do you have Ben and Jerry days? I did on Weds. I spent the day at work just trying to get through the day without crying, killing a kid or insulting my co-workers. I couldn't wait to get home, go in my room, draw the blinds, get under the covers and shut out the world with a pint of Chunky Monkey!!!
Well, because of my thighs, I thought better of the pint (an act of God in and of it's self) but, I did go home curl up on the chair and a half and watched a marathon of Project Runway....[like I need another reality show to watch!] I think watching someone elses drama, gave me a break from the drama I was feeling.
I have to say some of the emotion was girl stuff...the part that had me on the side of a cliff ready to jump and take anyone with me I could get my hands on.....but, the other part was Satan playing with my mind! Doubt, disappointment, discouragment are powerful tools he uses on me, he always uses the same ones, different stories and circumstances but the same attacks....but two days later, I am seeing clearly again, well clearer and God has refocused my vision and passion and it is going to be alright, because it is not about me to begin with and God is bigger than me!!
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It was so good to see you. I feel so blessed to have you in my life. Thanks for listening and understanding. I love the way you accept with love and challenge me to continue becoming someone different. See you again soon!!
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